A leaf in the wind.
Was never meant to be taken into consideration to many.
Perhaps it just seemed like a natural phenomenon.
Indeed it is, and perhaps it is all too common to be taken seriously.
We should measure life by the, common-ness of things I guess.
This makes life more meaningful, to you, to others around you.

The role of some people, is to take up the role of that leaf.
To be just a passing phenomenon in that sense, that has little impact on you.
Others, could have a heavier responsibility, such as an umbrella in the rain.
Sheltering you in times of need.
Protecting you to the very best of its potential.

We always deem the latter as more important.
But we cannot deny the fact that it is because of the leaves,
Which makes the umbrella much more significance.
Without the leaves, there wouldn't be any comparison.
And the significance of the umbrella wouldn't be brought out.

Thus, it can be said that the leaves also are important.
Perhaps some people were meant to be like leaves.
Not-so-important, not-so-significant.
And meant to be taken lightly, and their presence is usually minute.
Thus, they would feel that they are meant to be taken lightly.
But what if a day comes, where, they started assuming the position of an umbrella.
Would they ever, get used to taking up that role?
Perhaps it'd take some time.
To change.

Some just can't hold that burden.
Perhaps im one of those leaves.
Unable to take up such a big responsibility.
Or perhaps just because im cowardly, and want to shirk responsibility.
Or, it could be just, a big burden.

Thanks for all the presents!
Really.. Quite thoughtful Haha.
I guess its these small things that perhaps are more memorable.
Better than material items.
Haha.

Thanks for the notes, cards, tic-tac-toe etc.
And the purple sand!
Haha thanks to all! (:

Grades today were. Fine.
Haha.
Least it wasnt as bad as mid-years.
Still must improve though.
Hope Chem and geog wont be a letdown.
Haha.

Haha its been a while.

We dont seem to notice our surroundings.
Very well.
And.
Even when we do.
Its because.
We know that something's wrong.
Or its too late.
Or its just something that we dont want.
To happen.
I know its a bit vague.
But we're usually lost in our own world Haha.
Because we want some things to happen.
Usually, it doesnt.
Really.
But we still try.
Thinking that we'll make a difference to the situation that we are in.
One that we dont like.
Most of the time, its futile.
But I really gotta say.
Try to be more sensitive.
People around you.
Will not always be there.
Be thankful.
For all the people you have around you.
Some, even choose not to be noticed.
They just give their support.
Behind the scenes.
Frankly speaking, they dont expect much.
Sometimes, they expect nothing at all.
These people just want you to be happy.
To feel blissful.
I am thankful.
I have people around me.
Give their support morally.
And I hope to treasure their small expressions even more.

These people have never left your side.
Rather, you thought they left.
But they are still there.
They never left.
Treasure them.
Dont regret.
Not cherishing them.

The saddest thing about the people giving their support behind the scenes.
Is that they never get acknowledged.
Sometimes even when they give alot.
They are treated like dust.
But they never waiver.
Until you moved on.
I guess thats how people are.
The mind lets go but the heart clings on.
Nevertheless.
People are always by your side.
And, we have feelings.

Ok anw ya I think its very vague Haha.
This post.
One reason.
I compiled many situations.
Haha.